Using Instant loans

Sometimes world can be extremely cruel and kick you in the bottom for no particular reason. I had this happened to me actually. Imagine that I had a great job where I basically sat and did nothing in particular. I mean, when the right time came I had to do some projects and hand them to my boss. I was basically an employed freelancer. I worked for eight hours a day but it does not mean that I always had something to do. It was a perfect job because it was a really well paid one. A few months ago my boss came to me and said that he was liquidating the very position I was working at. He said that he no longer needed me because most of the times he paid me for nothing and he needed only a few projects once in a while. Therefore, I was made redundant. The funny fact is that he is still buying my projects, but this time, I am a real freelancer and not an employed person. I mean, I am employed as well, but I can hardly call this thing a job. I work in a small office where I earn peanuts. I use this job as a time killer basically. Fortunately, my old boss pays a lot for those single projects he needs. I have to use Instant loans anyway, though. Instant loans are not bad but I would rather not use them if you ask me. I mean, I do not like to be in debt. It is simply not the way I like to live my life. What to do, though? It is what it is.